Quietness fills the air
as my mind relaxes;
an eerie sensation.
My mind draws a blank,
wanting to be wrapped up
with the hug of a blanket.
I yearn to sleep the day away,
instead of doing work I dread.
Still if sleep was an option
my mind would not allow it.
It’s noon and I already want to go back to bed. I don’t want to do anything productive, even though I have a bunch of productive things I need to do today. I want to be childish and throw a tantrum so that I don’t have to do it. This is actually how I’ve been for most of the week, which caused my week to drag on and on.
I just did not want to do anything this week, so I skipped the gym almost everyday and hardly worked or even thought about my goals. It seems to be time to get revive my excitement for my goals, which I will hopefully force myself to do after this post. Thankfully I do have a list of why I want my goals already started and will just add on to it. Reminding myself why I want the goals should help me push to work on them. Of course napping is sounding good, also.
Let’s get to what I actually did this week. I wrote 3 out of the 5 creative writing posts that I wanted to write. I did record and post a monologue. I actually recorded two last Saturday but only have gotten around to posting one at this point. I also posted the fifth step in my goal getting series.
That is actually all I did for my goals. I only thought about eating right, did not go to the gym that much and hardly talked to my family. I really was a hermit that only wanted to sleep.
Here is the list of the poems and videos that I did actually do.
Lucy’s Monologue From While you Were Sleeping (video)
What Is My Acting Style? (video)
Step 5 (video)
I Am A Dork (Poem)
Puzzle Piece (Creative Writing piece)
Time For A Time Poem (Poem)